In Love With The Lord

A Prayer for Every Experience

Today your words were very meaningful and have touched me deeply. I have been in limbo for such a great period of time. Each day has been on the terms of self-punishment, doubt, fear and much resentment. I have learned to judge and condemn myself to an art. I realize that self-prosecution is not noble. Relinquishing this self-destructive habit may not be easy, but today you made me realize just how pointless it is to continue to suffer into the future. I want again to feel the feeling of freedom instead of self-defense. I am blessed and I should be grateful for things that have been difficult, for I have never really understood that before today. I see now the importance of every experience. Thank you Lord for being so loving and gracious. Forgiveness saves the soul. I want to let go of the darkness and see only love again. Heaven is learned.